a bitch who ned loads of attention

2006-11-11T02:03:00.000+08:00

after all i hv went thru.
i noe who r the frenz worth kepin.
those frenz who stan by mi.
c mi tear.
hear wat hard times im goin thru.

i hv been goin thru loadz n loadz of stress lately.
overloadin stress at wrk.
n stress in r/s.

well basically in r/s
im stuck between 2 person.
im afraid of hurtin ani of em.
but eventually i noe wat i realli wan in life.
i wan concerntrate on my wrk 1st..

pple out der hv been sayin
bad stuff abt mi.
well even the 1 i always trusted.
i kept her secrets yet she revealed mine.
im disappointed.
bt wat can i do.
mouth is hers.
GOD KNOWS.
RETRIBUTION WIL COME ! DAY.

i juz hv 2 tel the person i trusted.
to stop holdin on to 2 person le.
coz im in tis situation n i noe
its not ez 2 handle.
mayb im not as tactful as she is.

i juz hope she noe how other pple feel.
coz she is juz hurtin the person so badly.
w/o noein.
n i find it damn MEAN!!

bt rem nv mk use of pple.
coz karma do exist.

i jus pray tt the person
wil grow up.
find sme1 she realli love.
n stop foolin ard le.

well as 4 mi now..
wrk is v impt.
im like fightin a battle everyday.
frenz out der plz pray 4 mi ya..
love ya..

2006-09-22T08:45:00.000+08:00

i felt my hrt achin again.
i was stupid 2 believe.
promises r meant to be broken.
i believe tis phrase once i met u.

does the person love u if she lie 2 u?
i doubt so.

im nt afraid of bein alone.
u tot mi how 2 overcome
the fear of bein alone.
how many times hv u left mi alone?
realli alone!
locked in a room.
even my hrt is bein locked.
no1 can eva open it up again..
even u!

im afraid of bein hurt again.

u tel mi how hurt u r.
bt it wun b worst den
bein hurt n alone.

i juz wan b alone for now.
mayb u myt tink
i wan flirt or even move on.
bt u r so wrong.

i hv enuf of hurt.
my hrt is locked.
n i juz wan wrk now.

thnx 4 the memories u hv given.

i can juz say.
betw frenz n mi
u chose ur fren.
u wun b the ideal gf i wan.

all the bes to u.
im sure u can find sme1 beta soon.
who can accept u 4 who u r.

:)

2006-09-18T01:25:00.000+08:00

was so happy wen i reach hm.
tot i could rest earli..
the moment i reach hm
my mum nag n nag.

i was so hungry.
cant stan her naggin le..
i took my wallet,hp n keys
den i juz walk out of the hse.

tot i cld find sme food dwnstairs
wen i went dwn no more food le.
i was so tired.
havin headache n gastric.
but i wan act macho so i nv cme hm.
til i realli cant tahan den i cme hm.

i told baby i was so so hungry.
she was so swt she ordered mac 4 mi.
she was bz rushin to finish her wrk.
i didnt wan disturb her.

tis is the pic of wat she ordered.
she even change the drink 2 my fav ice tea.

well im dyin soon.
lots of stress at wrk.
n mum is not bein understandin.
i juz hope my baby wil support mi
n try not 2 disappoint mi again.
coz i cant tk ani disappointment animore
due to so much stress at wrk n at hm!

i love u my babytofu.

2006-09-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

was wrkin mrng 2dae.
met up wid my babytofu.
sylvia drive us to 85.
had our dinner at 85..
ate alot.
ate like a pig

tis is the pic of wat we ate..
omg!!

after dinner.
babytofu n her bro walk mi hm.
we sat dwnstairs my void-deck
den baby decided 2 tk pic.

as usual she wil start takin pic 1st

we took alot of other pic.

tis is the pics we took..
n my babytofu edited it herself.
im so proud of her can!!!
she is mine 4 life..hehe!

den we sat at the void-deck 4 awhile
den as usual quarrel again..
den we juz walk off.
bt baby tk initiative call mi n apologise..
so swt ryt..
u beta treat mi gd 4eva!
or else im gona run far far away frm u!!
hehe!love love my babytofu

2006-09-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

tis is nt called love!
the nyt b4 sayin all those crap.
n 2dae datin another person!
well. after i noe she met sme1 else.
i hv made a decision 2 leave..
she go her way n i go my way.

i wil b happy.
so hope u wil b happy 2.

i said u wun b a loner.
n i was ryt.

njoy ur life ya.
plz love ur nx partner more.
n hope she aint as sensitive as mi.

it hurts 2 leave.
bt i dun wan it 2 affect my wrk again.

the urge 2 tear at wrk 2dae.
the sulkin face i had.

i gona put my full attention on wrk.
n try 2 4get u soon.

im sure u will find sme1 soon.
so plz treasure ur lifetime ya..
tc. n plz tc of ur teeth.
they r juz been repaired..

**ILU**

no choice bt 2 leave__**

2006-09-10T14:05:00.000+08:00

hmm wrk half mrng yest.
was kinda angry
coz my in charge came late again.
i left wrk only at 4.30.
so sickenin.
den met up wid mytofu.
we went watson bought lots of chocolates.
den head to bugis junction opp eat.
ate duck rice.
ate quite alot.

den took a bus to town.
went to zara bt ntg caught my eye.
den walk ard taka ard.
walk pass tis cd shop we decided tk pic.
we ate our chocolate.

tis is the pic of OUR chocolate

pic taken outside the cd shop

tofu went to return her keys at paragon.
so we walk ard paragon.
den met sylvia n amanda outside paragon.

went to heeren
wanted go to the shoe shop.
wel as usual was tempted again i bought 2 shoes.
OMG!!im horrible i noe.
plz control mi frm shoppin

tis is the pic of the 2 shoes i bought

went to billy bombers 4 dinner.
den head to hard rock.
tot of goin der 4 awhile only.
bt we juz club til v late.

tis is the entry chop 2 hard rock

met up wid cosmo,airen,sky n xp.

well took 2 pic wid tofu at hard rock toilet

pic 1

pic 2

well we dance n dance non stop
n drink n drink non stop.
well hv lots of fun.
another clubbin on the 14th..wahaha

2006-09-09T00:37:00.000+08:00

well was wrkin at MSQ 2dae..
hate wrkin der.
lucky sales wasnt bad.
was kinda gd.

hmm heline sign in at 6 2dae.
well i tot she forgoten abt the tofu man le.
at laz she rem.
at laz afer so long she buy le..haha!

tis is the pic of the tofu man..

well sign out quite late 2dae..
i tink abt 1105 den end wrk.
well while walkin go tk train.
saw darren. long tym nv c her le.
den hailin was tokin 2 her 4 awhile.

den wen i was waitin 4 train saw ryan.
well she was wid the most sickenin gal i eva met.
well its the femme quest contestent
serene.
well as a form of courtesy i tink she sld at least smile.
bt she juz showed tt stuck up face.
no looks yet wan show tt stuck up face.

well stop tokin abt her le.
juz mk my blood boil.

oh well so happi 2dae.
durin brk went shoppin alone.
went zara saw 2 tops.
so decided 2 try em on.
both i oso like bt i tel myself onli can buy 1.
so i bought 1 in the end..

den went bk 2 wrk
i kep tinkin abt the other top..
i regretted not buyin it..
even now im tinkin abt tt top.

tml im wrkin half mrng.
hope wen i go zara stil got tt top
or even nicer tops.hehe!
shoppin shoppin again tml.
i wan buy a belt..
but dunno wan buy wat kind of belt
to go wid my mng top..wahahahaha..
on n on i go no ned slp le..

kk..goin slp le..
nitey nitey pple..

2006-09-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

well its my off day 2dae..
waited for so long.
but its endin alr.
n tml is wrk again..
lookin 4ward 4 sat.

well went to bugis ate lunch wid jade.
den head to town.
help ryann tk her pay.
n den help her cash the cheque.
den head 2 heeren walk walk.
went to HMV..
coz heard a song frm tv.
n its v nice so i wonderin who is the singer.
bump in2 my ite fren.

she accompanied mi go find kraven..
chat wid kraven awhile.
den my ite fren pei mi walk to PS.
den she took a train n i head to NAFA.
met ryann after her sch.
well we planned to hv dinner 2gather.

walked to PS..
was tinkin of wat 2 eat.
den at laz we make up our mind 2 eat ajisen..

pic taken at my side

pic taken at ryann's side

after finish eatin..
ryann's mum called her..
ask her buy dinner bk 4 her bro.
den she ned 2 go hm do her flimin tingy.
so we head 2 watson get her eclipse swt n sme other stuff.
den she went to buy mac 4 her bro.
while i wait 4 the cab..
well we took a cab 2 her hse frm town..
the moment we took the cab..
is 6 bucks gone alr..

in the cab we played sme funni games.
den she bought my fav chocolate 4 mi..
well in the cab she was tryin 2 b funni.
takin dirty pics..

she was tryin 2 satisfy herself wid my chocolate.

wel wat is she tryin 2 go manz..

at laz a normal pic.

well havin traffic jam.
lucky we rush hm in tym 2 do her filmin..
well the purpose i went to her hse.
was 2 paste stickers.
we wanted paste the sticker 4 v long le.
at laz we sat dwn n paste.

tis is definitely my page!!!!

n tis is none other den her page!!!!

well i was kinda move by sme lil ting she did 2dae.
she went up help mi tk my bag.
den she walk mi out go tk cab hm.
not only tt..
we bought tis swt at watson.
den der is 3 flavour.
i told her i like tis flavour
she said she like tis flavour.
but wen she walk mi out
she ask mi check my bag properly.
i saw the box of swt in my bag wen i was in the cab.
n 3 bucks 4 mi 2 tk cab hm..
she is realli v swt 2dae.
but don worry i wil
onli eat the swt wen im out wid u.
we can share the swt ya.
since we both like it.

tis is the pic of the swt..the flavour i like

but wel wel..
its not the swt nor the money..
tt gif mi a big surprise..
it her hp which farkin shock mi.
she left her hp in my bag.
n while gifin mi all those surprises.
she nv even notice tt her hp was in my bag.
she is juz so blur like a sotong.
well now her hp is by my side.
babysotong plz don b so blur in future.

well i like it the way we r now.
:) <3

2006-09-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

my in charge came late 4 wrk again 2dae.
was so bored at wrk in the mrng 2dae.
no business.
didnt noe wat 2 do..
saw a needle at my counter
so took it n started scratchin my hand.

1st i scratch a hrt.
den i crossed it..
oso dunno wat i was tinkin.

can u c the cross?

dunno wat the hell i tryin 2 draw..

ended wrk at 7.15 2dae.
met xp.
xp saw my hand.
while i was eatin kfc.
she told mi she want to go toilet.
she cme bk wid a guardian plastic bag..

tis is wat she got 4 mi.
its 2 apply on my cut.

she insisted i hv 2 apply it..
omg its so farkin pain.
til my whole hand turn so cold.
juz like a dead person's hand.

well after tt i took a bus hm alone..
xp went mit her frenz go play majong.
hope she win ba..

aniway thnx kwok xiao ping my dear fren...

well its a long day 4 mi 2dae.
headin 2 bed alr..
nyt nyt.
falala land here i come.!

2006-09-04T08:57:00.000+08:00

well we broke up on the 1st of sept.

now im slowli gettin a clear idea tt i muz leave.
im slowli lettin tings go 1 by 1..
soon it wil b GONE!

the pain.
the misses.

at tyms on my way hm
i wil stil tink of her wen i walked pass the places we went.
bt slowli im nt tinkin so much alr.

everyday wrk.
reach hm onli 4 half n hr.
den faster put myself 2 slp.
so i wldnt tink so much.
n i can slp more.

life tis few days r horrible.
but as soon as i totally let her go
i wil b happy again.

the day wil come soon i guess.
all i need is tym.

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uoy.ssim.i

2006-09-03T12:35:00.000+08:00

she said alot of tings tt hurt mi.

-she said im sum1 who cant stay single.
but its not true coz im not as desperate as she tot.

-she said im the 1 who wants to flirt.
but its not true coz those r all my frenz.

-she said i tk r/s lightly.
but its not true coz i tried so hard 2 b 2gather wid her bt she
was the 1 showin attitude.

-she said i wil juz like ani1 who like mi.
but its not true those pple who like mi wil noe it beta coz i rejected em.

-she said im sme who can move on easily.coz after i brk wid kraven den v soon we were 2gather le.
but its not true coz i tot she is realli the 1 who love mi.bt im wrong.so wrong.

more n more..
its hurtin mi badly.
but im stil lovin her so deeply.

the only way is 2 let go now.
m i ryt?

its juz the mind which is playin tricks on mi.
i hv got 2 let go.
tinkin tt our personality realli crash.
she wil nv sacrifice 4 mi.
mayb she haven realli met the person she realli love.

i juz hv 2 say all the bez 2 her studies ryt now.
n hope she can find sme1 beta soon.
not a bitch like mi.

i wil always b catergorise as a bitch 2 her.
tink of how she tink of mi.

in the 1st place does she realli understan mi
NO!!!!!!! NV!!!!!!!!! NOT AT ALL!!!!!!

life stil goes on.
mayb all i ned is tym 2 4get her.
mayb after i c her holdin another gal's hand
den i wil let go totally ba.
i guess the day wil b comin soon..
good luck n all the best to u.

movin on 4 mi wun b tt soon.
so don tink im tt kind of bitch.

juz get the clear
wat u told mi yest nyt.
wat eva u blog 4 vanessa r juz 2 swt tok a gal.
mayb i was juz been possessed by ur swt tokin.

smiles. :)

2006-09-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

well wrk as usual 2dae.
sumore wrkin full.
at laz i knock off le..hehe!
well tml onli hv 2 wrk 1/2 mrng..yipee..

well ntg much at wrk 2dae.
borin as usual.
tryin hard 2 push the sales.

well xp cme n find mi at wrk 2dae.
coz she didnt noe where 2 go b4 she head 2 wrk.
so i use my 2nd brk acc her awhile.

well sme1 was v nice 2dae oso..
bought loadz of chocolate 4 mi..
i sld say 1 bag of chocolate ba..hehe!

tis is pic 1 of the chocolatessss...

wow wow..so happi can!

well tis person saw my msn nick.
sayin "all i ned is chocolate."
i dunno if i can mention her name ma..
well thnx aniway..hehe!
tt bag of chocolate realli cheer mi up.

headed hm str after wrk 2dae.
gd gal wor.
but tml wil b goin shoppin wid xp..
shoppin shoppin..

gona slp now.
tml muz wake up earli..
gd nyty every1

2006-09-01T08:46:00.000+08:00

we r nt meant 4 one another.
im leavin.
for u 2 move on wid tt individual.

//**quietly walkin away..

2006-08-30T23:19:00.000+08:00

i hv tink it thru.
its tym 2 grow up.
trust is a v impt ting in r/s

wat is meant to be mine wil be mine.
u wil c a diff mi fr now on.
juz tel mi the truth wat u r doin out der.
b it wid ur x or b it wid ani passive.
u can mit up wid em or even contact em.
im realli ok it wid le.
tis is the lyf u always asked 4 k.

u can go out mit ur frenz.
i can go out mit my frenz.
u can go club wid ur frenz.
i can go club wid my frenz.
u can contact ani frenz.
i can contact ani frenz.

i hope u like the way i treat u now.
i juz wan 2 b happy.
if u r happy wid tis kind of life.
den i wil b happy 2.

the happy life begin now.
the new mi.
the happy mi..hehe!

2006-08-30T17:28:00.000+08:00

i reali dunno wat hv got in2 my head.
i juz cant stop tink.

its my off day 2dae.
she told mi she wasnt chosen 4 the tokyo trip.
was kinda sad 4 her.
but i tink is smetin gd oso.
thou she is not chosen at least she can stay in spore
n do her attachments at companys n gain experience.

toked to xp on the fone juz now.
was tellin her she hv 2 b careful wid the frenz she mix wid.
well she promised to brin mi 2 expensive restaurant
to eat on my 21st bdae..
its a promise.
plz kep tt promise OK?

i muz say im realli a loser in love now.
cant control my feelin.

2006-08-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

well i realli dunno wat happen 2 mi lately.
she hv been contactin alot of gals lately.
even tellin mi tt they were her frenz.
ltr den i found out tt it was her x.
askin her x 2 help her act.
didnt even tel mi.
she use 2 ask mi 4 suggestion.
but she hv changed.

she use 2 say she wil tolerate my temper.
//but now she didnt.
she use 2 even tel mi she wld gif up her best fren coz of mi.
//but now she didnt.

r we meant to be 2gather?
isit tym 4 mi 2 let go?
afraid of losin her?
can i b happy w/o her?
isit coz our personality crash?
loadz n loadz of ??? in my mind.

i cant stop myself frm tinkin.
but the more i tink the more pain i feel.

i guess i hv changed n grown up le ba.
startin to tk r/s seriously.
the tot of settlin dwn.
is she the ryt person 2 settle dwn wid.
im realli not sure!!!!

pple advisin mi 2 move on.
i gues they don realli noe wat is love ba.
love don work out tis way.
doesnt mean u like mi i hv 2 b wid u ya.

thou its juz 4 mths goin 5.
we stil hv lots of memories.
//wild wild wet.
//she cookin for mi.
//stay over at my place.
//stay over at her place.
//the stickers we collect.
//the arcade.
//the tigger n the chip n dale.
//holdin each other hand to slp.
//huggin each other 2 slp.
//she pickin mi up fr wrk.
//clubbin 2gather.
//drinkin 2gather.
//breeko's mushroom n beer.
//the soccer match we watch.
//the 4d n toto we bet.
//the tyms wen i was drunk she was by my side.
//the tyms wen i was sick she lk after mi.
//the same watch we own.
//our lifetime promise.
//the 6th mth ring promise.
//the language we speak.lalilalilu.heah heah.
//the shoppin section.
//*******
//*********
//**********
//im leavin space 4 more memories.

let nature tk it course.
if she aint meant 2 b mine no pt forcin

my itunes playlist: unfaithful. juz tis song unfaithful.

2006-08-25T12:15:00.000+08:00

its been long since i laz posted.
i guess life stil have to go on.
work as usual.

tryin to adapt to the current life im leadin.
well went to c her blog.
pple sayin stupid stuff abt her.
well i gues she n i noe who those pple r.
but well i guess i sldnt care so much.

its been horrible at work lately..
sales wasnt gd.
in-charge tender her resignation.

well its hell 4 mi everywhere i guess.
love,work n home.

i don ned ani gf ryt now.
juz frenz bein by my side.

rem wat she said to mi on 24.08.06 at 5.16
mk it sound like im a bitch.
the harsh words which came out frm her mouth.
the love i hv 4 her becum hate n fear.

well 4 now i wish
tt u can find sme1 who can love u beta.
show u more care n concern.
hv more tym 4 u.

keepin all the memories n gifts
into a box n kep it in 1 corner of the hse.

2006-07-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

its my off day 2dae.
stayed at hm n slp the whole day.
didnt wan go out..
help love wid her MS Excel.

den she called ask mi out.
i was kinda lazy go out coz my mum is nt wrkin
n she is cookin.

went bedok north 85 wanted tk passport size photo.
but cant find ani photo shop.

ate at bedok north blk 85 wid tt love of mine.
well ate til i don feel like leavin.
2 lazy 2 stan up.

a pic of love..
wat we ordered
-tutu kui
-la la(my all tym fav)
-ba chor mee
-sugar cane drink
-prawn noodles.

2006-07-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

requested to wrk mrng 2dae n off tml..
coz wil b goin zouk 2nyt..
got free vip tix..

was on cold war wid tt gf of mine.
wasnt suppose to go zouk 2gather..
but tt silly did smetin swt..

she cooked fried rice 4 mi..
the fried rice was flooded wid my fav prawns.

i got no choice but smile n 4gave her

i got 4 free tix.
so 1 is 4 sylvia.
so we met sylvia n my baby other cliques.
went to the wine bar beside zouk.
they were all late so baby ordered drinks 4 em 1st.
coz its the laz order 4 the 1 for 1..

look at the amt of drinks we hv..burpz.

catch up wid my long lost fren colin.
drank quite alot.
den met up wid hailin after wrk.
den after clubbin went to her fren's hotel n slp..

2006-07-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

its our 3rd mth anni 2dae.
after wrk mit baby.
mk our way 2 PS.
baby say she hv cravin 4 tom yam soup.
so we went to thai express 4 dinner.

our dinner.

baby's pineapple rice.

my sambal prawns rice.

the tom yam soup my baby is cravin 4.

i wil b stayin over at baby's plc
baby's mum went to bangkok.
baby's sis gf wil b goin over oso..
we all squeeze in one rm..

was suppose 2 watch soccer
but end up slpin..

2006-07-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

went thumper yest nyt..

was wrkin full shift yest..
mit airen n sky after wrk at bugis..
baby,airen n sky all late..
i waited 4 em..
airen n sky came 1st..
mi n airen wan go toilet..
so we went toilet 1st..
den go buy airen's cigarette..

baby msg mi say she juz reach bugis mrt station..
so mi airen n sky walk over go mit her..
den mi n baby intend not goin hm le..
so we asked dada n Y help us book a hotel 4 us..
we head to orchard mrt station..
walk over to far east..
drank alcohol at 7-11..
airen said wanted tk pic coz long tym nv tk pic le..
but the pic mi n airen took is in her hp..
den baby oso wanted tk pic..

mi n baby ay far east 7-11

its us b4 goin thumper..

den went to thumper at abt 11 or 12..
airen wasnt feelin well..
but after awhile she feel beta le..
we went in n dance..
den airen n sky left earli..
coz airen hv 2 wrk tml..

so mi n baby stayed..
n continue dancin wid hailin n sophia..

dance til abt 3am..
baby said she wan leave le coz her soccer startin le..
so we took a cab dwn go mit Y n dada..
they watched soccer while i slp..
cant tk it man so tired..

check out at abt 11..
den went to novena burger king eat..
baby head to sch..
while i went hm..

goin tk a nap le..
so tired..
cya.!

2006-07-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

wrk half mrng on mon..
baby cme mit mi after wrk..
suppose 2 end wrk at 2.15..
but dunno wat my in-charge do..
so i sign out at abt 3..
baby bought mango tango..
sit outside n waited 4 mi..
we love mango tango..

after wrk i change le..
mit cherie..
den went to the bank
coz baby wan encash her cheque..
while queuein my baby was bored..
so she ask mi help her tk pic..

wow.. cheque as a bow..

my baby's proud face..

after encashin her cheque at UOB..
we went to the nearest POSB n bank it in..
after tt mi,baby n cherie was tinkin so hard wat 2 eat..
we ended up at funan..
baby eat taco bell,cherie eat KFC n i ate pizza hut..

after lunch..
cherie hv to go mit rachel le..
so mi n baby went to suntec carrefour..
well bought sme personal ting..
spent in total 56bucks..

den mit Y,dada n sharon..
went to the arcade..
played photo hunt..
den dada hv 2 leave earli coz she got dancin class..

heard fr my fren MNG got sales..
so i told baby i wan go MNG..
well the moment i went in i didnt wan leave tt place..
if its not bcoz Y is hungry n she drag mi out i wil shop til drop..
i bought 2 tops fr MNG..
in total 54 bucks..
well my baby paid 4 it..
she say its my 3rd mth anni gift...

well tis is the pic of my 2 tops..
but don tink can c clearli the design..

den wanted go check out how Y's x lk like..
but she off wrk le..
so we ended up goin Fossil..
i wanted to buy 4 baby a wallet v long tym ago le..
so i ask her go fossil c if the wallet is nice..
its 38bucks..
baby like it so i bought it 4 her..
n i said bk 2 her..
its her 3rd mth anni gift..

tis is the pic of the wallet..
the box is v nice..
n with ani purchase gt a free note bk..v nice oso..

tis is wat we hv bought..
we each spent abt 100bucks tt day..

sharon lk quite sad tt day..
so i wanted cheer her up..
i saw those machine u turn le got toys cme out..
so i wanted turn 1 2 cheer her up..
in the end we bought alot..
1 4 sharon,baby,Y,dada n mi..
mine is the minnie mouse de..
sharon de is the donald duck de..
n the bull dog de is baby n Y de..
its our so called frenship tingy

tis is the pic of the frenship tingy..

as y was hungry we went to the food court..
Y n sharon eat..
mi lookin at wat we hv bought..
den my baby was as usual takin pic..

pic 1

pic 2

pic 3

after dinner we took train hm..
den in the train y was takin funni pic..
den baby intend tk pic again...

tis is the pic mi n baby took in the train..

wow its a long day out..
not wrkin but shoppin.. but realli njoyed..

2006-06-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

went to see the doc yest..
was havin v high fever..
felt horrible bt hv 2 go c doc alone..
waited 4 v long..
so happy wen it was my turn..
went in doc check my temp..
n the doc reaction was..
Wow! 40degree..
she gave mi an extra strong panadol..
n gave mi 2daes MC..

my in-charge ask mi don go wrk 2dae..
i felt beta le after eatin the extra strong panadol..
i went to mit baby 4 lunch..
we ate suki sushi at cine..
but it wasnt v fantastic..
tts wat baby say..
i juz got my pay so decided treat baby..
aniway we went 4 the student buffet..

tis is the pic of the sushi..
we ate more bt the pple kep clearin the plates

as usual my baby wil sure tk a pic..

afer eatin baby hv 2 ruch bk 2 sch 4 lecture..
i went to her sch wid her..
but i went to 1 of the lab n use the com..

baby ended sch atabt 5.30..
den she hv 2 rush 2 wrk le..
so i went to her wrk place n wait 4 her end wrk..
she onli wrk 4 abt 3hrs..

after wrk she make smetin v swt 4 mi..

tis is 2 scoops of ice cream
wid a hrt shape marshmellow on top

n baby say tis cookie is nice she say she love it

den after baby's wrk she wana watch spore idol..
so we took a bus 2 bedok..
on our journey we watched spore idol..
thru TV mobile..hehe!

2006-06-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

im off 2dae..
but wasnt feelin well..
having high fever..
38.7 degree..
didnt want to go out..
bt went to baby's hse..

baby look after mi..
i was slpin like a pig the whole day..
baby cook porridge 4 mi..

tis is the pic of wat baby cook 4 mi

luncheon meat,egg n porridge..

after eatin baby insist i hv 2 eat med..
as usual i hate eatin med..
but i juz ate..
coz i wan get well soon..
n i don wan baby angry..
after eatin the med..
i went to slp again..
i woke up abt 5 plus 6..
den was v bored.
so took a pic of my leg n baby's leg..

our leg..

den stayed at baby's hse till abt 7 den went hm le..
no more fever le..
but havin bad flu now..
i don wan fall sick..
i hate being sick manz!!argh!

well haven been watchin tv 4 v long le..
wrk n wrk..
so at laz 2dae get 2 watch tv..
wahaha!
goin watch tv le..wahahah!

2006-06-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

was wrkin full 2dae..
well my in-charge ask mi if i wan clear my OT..
i wanted to..
but my in-charge change her mind don let mi clear..
i hv in total abt 24 hrs plus of OT..
well nvm i wil get OT pay den..
but muz wait til another mth pay den wil get the OT pay..

well its a sat..
alot of ting happen durin wrk..
my wrk place the glass kep brkin..
dunno its a gd or bad sign..haha!

tym pass kinda fast..
coz got alot of customer den serve serve serve..
den tym pass v fast..

was bored at wrk 2dae..
so decided to tk sme pic of my wrk plc..
the wallpaper is v cute..

tis is the pic ard my wrk plc wall..
well drop by n patronize okie..
its located at bugis juction juz beside superman n batman.
n another stall at marina square where Breeks is..

well now my wrk place is my 2nd hm..
wrk n wrk..
till OT got so much i oso dunno..wahaha!

i guess tts all i got 2 say..
plz patronize the stall ya..
goin slp le..
tml wrkin mrng..hehe!
ciaoz.

2006-06-22T15:27:00.000+08:00

haven been bloggin lately..
hv been wrkin full shift..
coz new store den not eunff man power..
n all those wrkin der r quite new..
so well so i hv 2 wrk abit harder..
its okie juz lk 4ward to the OT pay i will b receivin..

yest as usual wrk full..
my baby cme mit mi after her wrkshop..
we went to hv dinner at tis cafe call v8 cafe..
i was kinda full at tt tym..
baby ordered baked chicken rice..
i ordered 1 potato wedges..

tis is the pic of our food..

its our food n our drinks

den i head bk 2 wrk..
den baby head back 2 sch..
actualli im not suppose 2 leave the shop..
coz i was the in-charge yest..
but well i still ned my brk..
so i juz left..

after wrk mit baby n go hm 2gather..
can c both of us v tired..
cant even c baby's eyes..hehe!

lucky im off 2dae..
but my poor baby woke up at 6 plus..
to get ready go sch..

its my off day 2dae..
n im at hm..
dunno wan go where..

im so hungry goin get smetin eat le..
ciaoz.

2006-06-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

hmm im off 2dae..
at laz a wkend off..
waited 4 so long..
haven been bloggin lately..

well went out 4 lunch 2dae..
had my lunch at bedok 2dae..
den mit baby..
we went to bet soccer..
n gave my baby a surprise..
bought her fav durian roll frm angie the choice..
we went to draw money den bought sushi n drinks..

den took a bus to bugis..
n we ate the sushi on our journey to bugis..
went dwn to check out where is the new astroboy..
den head to bugis street n shop shop..

well didnt expect to buy anitin..
but shop n shop..
den a skirt caught my eyes n my baby's eyes..
baby ask mi 2 try it..
den she say she buy 4 mi so i went to try it..
n i like it alot..

front view of the skirt

back view of the skirt

baby use 2 say she don like mi 2 wear skirt..
but nowadays baby hv been buyin skirt 4 mi..
love her 2 bits man..

after shoppin we went to bugis junction walk walk..
den we pass by tis bubble tea shop call rockery..
my baby said the mango tango is nice.
she insist i hv 2 try it..
she told mi is $3.50 at 1st
den i tel her don buy x..
but after i drink i tink its worth it man..

we find a place to sit dwn n drink..
den my baby insist i hv to tk a pic of tt..
coz she say i haven been takin pic of wat we eat n do lately..

tt is the pic of the mango tango n
my bb's new wallet she buy frm mogu

after finish drink
we took a train hm..
while waitin 4 the train my bb tk pic again..

my cute baby..

my charmin darlin

well she is mine alr

my baby

my baby took tis pic n showed mi..
den she say..
tt guy is so happy 2 c her finger..

its us at bugis mrt station

its long since i laz blog..
well tis is the 2 pic i took recently..

bein vain as usual..

mi again..

tts all 4 now..
off 2 bed now..
my baby is at falala land le..
im goin join her now..

2006-06-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

hmm wrk half mrng 2dae..
waited 4 2dae so long le..
but tym juz pass so fast wen u r njoyin..

walked 2 baby sch 2 mit her after wrk..
i end wrk at 3..
den baby end sch at 5pm..
so i slowli tk my own swt tym walk 2 her sch..
wen i reach it was stil v earli..
so i went 2 bugis walk walk..
bought ntg den went back 2 baby sch..

sat at TCC..
den saw the most bitchy person on earth..
none other den tt creature TIFFANY..
well always tink she is pretty..
but well pple wid small breast..
don 4low pple flash clivage lor..
i shall stop her b4 i get more harsh..

den saw cherie..
well i juz can say she is super frenli..

baby end sch le..
we walk 2 singapore pools bet her soccer..
den head 2 the cathay adidas c..
den went 2 PS pasta mania 4 lunch..
as usual my marinara..

baby called cherie c where is she..
den we went paragon 2 say hi 2..
cherie,rachel,chuwen,crystal n eloise
den dey suggested 2 go holland V watch soccer..
but mi n baby didnt go..

baby wanted 2 cut her hair..
so we walk 2 far east..
baby's fren is wrkin der..
so she get her fren cut her hair 4 her..
i tink is nice..
at least neater now..

after baby's haircut..
we walk ard far east n shop shop..
baby brin mi 2 shoppin..
baby bought a blazer at flesh imp..

walked round n round far east..
ntg caught my eye..
den went 2 tis shop..
the skirt not bad..
baby ask mi go try..
i tried n its v nice..
so baby bought it 4 mi..

tis is the pic of the skirt

front view of the skirt

back view of the skirt

after shoppin 4 2 hr or more..
we intend to go Lido mac watch
baby took alot of pic as usual..

our 1st pic of the day

baby kiss mi again..aww..love her

baby at Lido mac watchin soccer..

baby watchin soccer..concerntratin

baby tryin 2 eat the fries

baby is so happy wor..

well watch till abt 11..
den we took a cab hm..

baby took tis pic at top shop yest..

baby love tis cap

i took tis pic yest wid the mickey baby bought 4 mi..

goin 2 slp le..
nyts.

2006-06-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

yest wrk afternoon..
so at least hv enuff slp..
woke up..wash up..
den prepare 4 wrk le..
my baby tok on the fone wid mi til i reach wrk..

was wrkin like hell..
was at baleno the whole day..

went 4 brk abt 4..
ate KFC 4 lunch..
den sharon called mi ask mi where im..
she n her bf was at marina..
so she accompany durin my lunch..

den went bk 2 wrk 1 hr ltr..
baby cme n find mi wid her fren sharon..

baby told mi she ned go hm 4 dinner
den i was kinda sad coz
i muz go hm alone..
i kep tinkin if my b aby got go mit other gals ma..

after wrk was so tired le..
my baby gave mi a surprise..
she was waitin 4 mi outside my wrk place..
im so surprise..
n im v v happy..
baby i love you.!!

den baby's fren sharon drove us 2 macpherson..
we took a bus fr der go hm..

baby is watchin world cup now..
i juz ate maggie mee..
so waitin 4 food digest den go 2 bed..

snore..

2006-06-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

its our 2nd mth anni 2dae..
n its my off day 2dae..
bb plan 2 go escape..
bt mi n sharon disappointed her.

den sharon said she wan go twn shoppin..
bt wen mi n bb agree go twn she don wan go..

so mi n baby took 65 to twn..
mit Y n dada..
on our way to twn mi n bb took pic..

my cute baby n mi..

its us again on bus 65..

we mit Y n dada at starbuck..
den we went 2 hv dinner at KFC..

den we went carrefour bought beer..
drank outside PS 7-11..
den dada ride Y to zouk..
while mi n baby go park mall der mit my sis..
my sis took a cab fr tampines..
den we continue the cab to zouk..

we reach earlier den dada n Y..
so we went to the hotel near zouk..
n as usual mi n baby took pic again..

she is the one i love..

she wil nv b replace..

den we waited 4 em outside zouk..
wen they reach we went to pay the cover charge n went in..
we left our bag at baggage n went in le..

it wasnt the 1st tym we went zouk..
bt we seems so excited wen we r der..
we kep takin pic at zouk..

[us] at zouk femme quest 2006

love it wen she kiss mi on the cheek..

its my baby n Y..

its em again but wid the cute dada in the middle

dada..mi..my baby

dada..mi..my baby.n y wid the funni eye..

was suppose to go hm wid sis..
but i juz went to the dance floor she wan go bk le..
so i ask her go bk 1st..
hv lots of fun at zouk..
was dancin wid my baby all nyt long..

goin off to bed le.. nyt nyt..

2006-06-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

Yest was wrkin mrng shift..
well took train 2 wrk..
when walkin thru city link to go marina..
my baby called mi ask if i reachin wrk le ma..
well i reach wrk quite earli..
baby told mi she n her fren sharon comin..
they reach in 5 min tym man..
coz sharon ride my baby to marina..

it was stil earli..
baby n sharon wanted eat yoshi 4 brkfast..
so accompany em walk 2 yoshi..
sit der wait 4 em order der food..
den tok awhile den i went to wrk le..

well in the mrng..
was at astroboy..
ntg 2 do so sweep the floor..
den the in-charge ask mi go baleno help..
coz not enuff man power..
coz the in-charge need to interview pple..
den no1 lk after the stall..

while lookin after the stall..
baby walk over to baleno..
at abt 1+..
den she told mi she hv a surprise 4 mi..

tis is the surprise..
well my baby caught it 4 mi at the arcade..
cost her 15bucks..
bt i guess she realli tried v hard 2 catch it..
i love you my baby..

tis is another pic of the mickey..
i was wrkin so i cant kep it..
den baby was wearin shirt so i put it in her shirt the lil pocket..
so cute wor..

den baby went back to sch..
i went for brk 1 hr after she leave..
went ate bread for lunch..
den was so bored so took pic..
took pic wid the v v nice jkt fr I.P zone..

well love tis jkt man..
comes in pink,white n black..

advertisin 4 I.P Zone

its a pic of a crown n the text I.P Zone on top

1 ting bad abt tis jkt is got hood..

well at laz tis is the laz pic i took..

baby mit mi after wrk 2dae..
its vivien's bdae..
i expected laz min she wil say she wan go..
den we went to kfc n mac buy smetin 2 munch 1st..
den we head to ecp..
on our way..
alot of ting happen..
got tis bitch push my baby..
im so not happy..
i feel lyk confrontin her..
well i did it in a more civilise way..
i juz step on her leg wen the bus jerk..

den after tis bitch by the name of tiffany called baby..
n well the she is the bitch who irritate my baby even wen she is att..
i wasnt v happy..
i was tired yet everytin is like crashin on mi..
so i show attitude again..

well not i wan say
but i juz find tt sme pple realli dunno how treasure r/s..
n i can say baby u hv a grp of frenz
who dunno how treasure r/s..
not say i wan say em la.. but u sld noe..
well i dun wish 2 name em out..
i juz hope u r not like em..

baby juz b wise wen u choose bestfren in future!!!!!

my baby sacrifice for mi..
i don feel lyk goin 4 the vivien bdae tingy..
i accompany baby go c vivien n wish le den we left le..
now i noe how much i mean 2 u le..

well it our 2nd mth anni 2dae le..
but it seems like is our 2 yr anni le..
we will b growin old 2gather.yea!

tHe MeMoriEs
hugs//kisses//seein u outside my wrk place waitin 4 mi end wrk//the tym we spent at the chalet//the quarrels tt strengthen us//the patience n tolerance u hv for mi.the tyms i waited 4 u end wrk at happy//the tyms wen i was drunk u took care of mi all the way//the tyms u dance wid mi wen u say u don dance wid ani of ur x//the tyms u grab my hp to tk pic of urself//the tym u lie beside mi//the tym u hold my hand//the same watch we own//the student sakae sushi//the tears//the luffter//the wild wild wet day//the singin section//the skippin sch n the skippin wrk//the drinkin section.

more to go..
the story juz go on n on..
eternally..

2006-06-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

was wrkin 1/2 mrng 2dae..
bb came 2 mit mi after her sch..
i went to bank..
so end wrk late..
bb waited 4 mi end wrk..
den she said she wan buy jeans..
she wanted buy 4 mi oso..
bt i tried the jeans frm samuel n kelvin.
i lk so boy..
so i didnt buy..

bb end up buyin a black pants frm I.P Zone..
the pants 2 long..
so need to alter..
so wed den can collect..
i wil help her collect since its at my wrk plc..

den we were decidin of where to go 4 lunch..
since sakae got student buffet
we went der 4 lunch..

took alot of pic..

started wid all tis 1st..

our drink n our steam egg..
bb said i wil love it..
well i do love it like i love her..

bb actin shy..
well check out the plates..

my cute baby eatin her seaweed udon

us

we gona stick 2gather closeli tis life..

aww..so swt.. ntg can brk us apart..

bb tryin hard to show funni face..

a kiss fr my eva dearest baby..

as usual the vain her posin again..

baby ask mi tk tis pic of her..wahaha

noe wat happen 2 my baby?
wel 2 full til she wan puke the sushi..
she is so cute ryt?

after lunch..
we went suntec walk walk..
called sharon..
ask if she wan cme out ma..
den we intend go sing K..
i asked sharon go get ready..
so while waitin 4 her..
mi n bb went to arcade as usual..
my bb love goin 2 the arcade..
she play her piano tingy game..

den sharon called say she is ready le..
but mi n baby was stil at arcade playin photo hunt..
after playin we realise we v late le..
so bb suggested takin a cab..
we took a cab dwn 2 parkway..
sing 4 2 hrs..
den went home le..

2006-06-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

went to wrk as usual 2dae..
alot of staff on MC..
actualli was asked 2 extend my hrs..
but i alr mit bb n sharon alr reach my wrk plc..
i asked sharon cme..
coz i told her der is a top v nice..
2 for $20..
den sharon bought 1 n i bought 1..

tis is the pic of the top..
sharon bought the same color as mi..
i find tis color nice..haha

den we went ard window shoppin..
den bb went to buy her gel..
coz tml bb wil b startin sch le..
tml i wil b wrkin half mrng..
at laz i hv smetym 2 rest..

suddenly bb tot of her HAPPY tips..
den she msg ayu c if she can go get her tips ma..
we mk our way 2 tanjong pagar..
bb took her tips le..
den we went to maxwell eat our dinner
after dinner we took a train hm..

well 2dae at wrk durin brk..
i hv ntg 2 do so took sme pic in the store..
i noe im bo liao..
but im juz feelin so sian..

pic 1

pic 2

pic 3

pic 4

bb called mi wid her hse fone..
den her cordless fone low batt..
she sound so sad..
but i cant call her 2 so we msg..
i juz love her 2 bits..
she is all i ned..
i wan spent my whole life wid her..

2006-06-04T08:55:00.000+08:00

it was marina square midnyt sales yest..
so in-base was oso involve in the sales tingy..
well was helpin over at baleno..
til abt 8.30..
e-base ned help so i went over 2 help..
den went bk 2 in-base
n help out at I.P zone..

as usual..
Great Singapore Sales..
der is tons n tons of pple in the store..
we serve lyk nobody biz..
1 ting gd is tt the tym pass v fast..
ended wrk at 12 plus 1..
reach hm wash up den onli get 2 slp at 2 plus..

worst ting wil b tt
im wrkin mrng 2dae..
10.30-7pm..
der wil b midnyt sales 2dae too..
lucky im wrkin mrng 2dae..
hope dey wun ask mi 2 extend

_**off to wrk

2006-06-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

start wrk at 1.30 2dae..wrk afternoon..
bb mit mi den sen mi 2 wrk..
she is suppose 2 start wrk at 3pm..
so after she sen mi 2 wrk
she was tinkin of ways 2 kill tym..

suppose 2 end wrk at 11..
but business was quite gd..
so end wrk abit ltr..
bb mit mi after wrk..
so swt of her..
she waited 4 mi 2 end wrk..
n said she hv a surprise 4 mi..
tot it was sushi..
but is smetin more beta den sushi..

tis is the surprise..
[consist of]
-chocolate chip cookies
-big n small m&m
-chocolate chip
-marshmellow
-n small tiny swt swt stuff..

mylove gave tis 2 mi..love her 2 bits

she not only tink of mi..
she oso got smetin 4 my fam..

bb got my fam brownies..

tis is wat bb wrote outside the box..

tml wil b havin midnyt sales..
wil hv 2 wrk til v late..
snore..sian..so shag..
bt kinda like tis job..

well hv to offline le..
got to go pei my bb tok on the fone..
or else she say i nv concerntrate wen i tok 2 her..

love u my BB..
maryann chan is bein miss by mi!

2006-06-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

at laz its thurs..
wrkin half mrng 2dae..
so ended wrk at 2.30..

bb pick mi up fr wrk..
so swt of her ryt..hehe

we walked over to suntec convention hall..
went to the IT Fair
bb was tryin 2 lk 4 the APPLE booth but we couldnt find..
walk ard n ard..
den went out saw the map..
Apple didnt participate tis yr..
den we walk off..

den we was tinkin wat 2 eat 4 lunch..
went around suntec..
den at laz decided 2 eat Fish n Co..

ordered
-calamari
-fish n chip
-soup of the day..clam chowder..so nice man!
-2 cup of summer passion..

pic of the summer passion

tis is the pic of our wonderful lunch..

well we ordered alot..
didnt finish the calamari..

after lunch..
we took a bus bk 2 bedok..
bb wanted buy nail polish remover..
den we saw EDO SUSHI
so as usual we hv cravin 4 sushi..
mi n my bb is sushi siao now..hehe!

after eatin took a bus 2 bb hse..
den took a cab hm fr der coz was v tired le..

tues went to chalet..
bb n sharon shared money 2 book the chalet.
hv lots of fun..
xp,y,sharon,bb n mi..
we teared n we luff like hell..
thou its juz a 1 nyt stay..
we all njoyed..

bb i noe u hv a hard tym at hm.
i juz don like the way they treat u..
always rem i wil always b der 4 u..
showin u wid all the love..
loves loves..
-hugs-

2006-05-27T11:49:00.000+08:00

started wrk at 1.30 2dae..
its my 1st day wrkin on wkend..
wow biz was gd..
bt 1 ting gd is tym pass faster..
well juz a normal wrk day..
but my in charge told mi muz wrk till 11 2dae..
at abt 11.30 den i walk 2 suntec mrt 2 tk train..
den lucky can reach on tym tk the laz bus hm..

well my schedule is ok 4 nx wk..
bt nx sat got mid nyt sales so muz wrk til late..
sian man..

well wil b wrkin mrng tml..
10.30-7.30..
will b goin dwn happy..
coz is bb's laz day wrkin der..

well smetin sad..
didnt get 2 mit my bb 2dae..
well its sweat (chocolate) party 2dae..
cover is 25bucks..
end wrk late n the cover so x..
so didnt go dwn happy 2dae..

well long day 4 mi 2dae..
goin falala land le..

2006-05-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

went 2 wrk at 9..
coz was suppose 2 hv a mtg..
den the person who is suppose
2 conduct the mtg don even noe der is a mtg..

all the store in-charge was late..
i reach der so damn earli..
hv 2 sit outside wait 4 the in-charge open the door..

the mtg lasted 4 abt 1 hr..
den wen the big head all went off..
our in-charge say 11 den open store so we slack till 11..

2dae wrk half mrng..
so end wrk at 2..

sharon came dwn 2 mit mi..
den bb was outside my wrk plc..
i was so surprise didnt expect her 2 cme.

den we ate KFC 4 lunch..
after eatin..
went to find bb's fren ah toh..hehe!

i hv cravin 4 sushi v long le..
we walked over 2 carrefour..
my baby bought $6.50 worth of sushi..

the pic of the sushi

we went mac to get my fav lemon tea 1st..
den we headed to the fountain outside..
n started eatin..
wow after finish eatin we were all so full..

after eatin so much
we walk ard..
i suggested go adidas..
well juz window shoppin..hehe!

den we walked 2 the bus stop..
took bus to Tampines..
den took 69 fr tampines..
coz i want to go pluck my eyebrow..

after finish pluckin we went back to tampines again..
sharon wanted c her lenses..
well while waitin 4 her 2 ask..
baby suggested to tk pic..

mi n my baby at the optical shop..

she is mine!

well end up sharon nv buy..
den we went to tis 2nd hand hp shop..
well checkin out the price 4 K750i..
but we alrd asked sky help mi n my bb find le..
sharon bought a motorola V3
well frankly not v worth
bt wat done hv been done..

we went hm after a long long day..
tml will b wrkin afternoon..snore..
but hope tym flies coz fri off le..

my bb say i haven been bloggin abt her..
well i guess now no complains le ryt..
i love u..
n hope u feel the same way 2..

2006-05-23T11:24:00.000+08:00

hv been bz wid wrk lately..
seldom online..
yest went 2 watch da vinci code..
well watch till abt 11 plus..

start wrk at 1.30 2dae..
well end wrk at abt 10.30
well no customer de..
v bored..
lucky the pple wrkin der stil ok..

hv been coughin lyk hell lately..
hope i can get well soon man..
continuosly bein sick 4 1 mth le..
1st sorethroat den nw cough..
the feelin is so damn horrible..
god pls bless mi wid gd health..wahaha!

well tml hv 2 report 2 wrk plc at 9am..
havin mtg wid the big boss..
all full timers muz attend..
sickenein..
snore..

well goin off 2 bed le..
snore..

2006-05-20T01:45:00.000+08:00

was suppose 2 go club 2dae..
wanted go club coz
nx wk wil b startin my full tym job
n my sis wil b bringin her gf hm..
tts wat i always hated..
to share a rm wid a stranger..
pple wanted sponsor my cover charge..

bein honest i told my bb..
she was so pissed..

i went to maxwell eat wid sharon
she didnt wan 4low..
den wen i went off..
she called said she run over 2 maxwell find mi..
but wen i rush over she was so relax sittin der..
realli hate pple who lie 2 mi..
n i rushed over..
crossin the big road..
u don even care i guess..

aniway its not airen's fault
i was the 1 who wants go club..
n its not bcoz of airen..
she get nagged by u 4 ntg..
SORRY AIREN!~

den pei airen go maxwell eat..
after she finish eatin she said she wan mit zavier le..
i tink she was scared after the nagged ba..
well i guess airen wil nv ask mi go club again le..

den i told cosmo
i not in the mood 2 club le..
went hm wid sharon thou i don feel like goin hm..
was so sad..

Jus feel like cryin..
dunno y..
suddenli feelin so lost..
juz hope she noe how i feel..

she always say is my fault..
but i hv tried my bes le..

i always tink im not the kind of gal u r lookin 4..
not gd enuf 4 u..

well u always say bein wid mi u felt more hurt den bein happy..
do u noe how i feel after i hrd tt..
well i juz can say i felt more happy den hurt ba..
did alot but do u appreciate..did u care..
im not even scared of death now..
im lifeless now..

lost.

2006-05-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

well haven been bloggin lately..
was wrkin at the part-tym job..
aniway fri wil b my laz day sellin ice-cream..haha!
well wil b wrkin at tis shop at marina square..
its a retail shop call [astroboy]
well hope everytin wil go smoothly der..
wan wrk hard n save tons of money..
wan go hol wid my bb..
n njoy life wid her..

well tml wil b wrkin 11-6..
so got 2 go 2 bed le b4 i kep yawnin at wrk tml..

2006-05-10T11:37:00.000+08:00

tml wil b startin wrk le..
wil b wrkin at PS tml..
sellin italian ice cream..
well i use 2 wrk der so i hope everytin juz go smoothly..

earli in the mrng went bb's hse..
was slpin again..
as usual i love 2 slp..hehe!
esp wid bb by my side..
holdin my hand n huggin mi 2 slp..

den i told bb im hungry le..
she cook noodle 4 mi..hehe!
den i went dwn buy green tea..
coz i don wan drink plain water..
n i love 2 drink green tea..hehe!

pic of the kimchi noodle bb cook..
1 of my fav noodles..

bb so in future..
our hse muz b stock wid..
-korea kimchi noodles
-100% cha mee
-green tea
-eclipse swt
-ricola moutain breeze
-eggs
-hotdogs
-fish

wahaha!tis is all we need to survive..wahaha!

bb hv 2 wrk at the cafe at 3 2dae..
she took a cab 2 wrk..
den i took a bus hm..
ntg 2 do at hm..
n was tinkin of gillyn airen..
so decided to edit our pic n put in fridae..

tis is the pic i edited..hehe!

den bb called..
i miss her alot..
so decided to mit her after wrk..
well waited 4 her 2 end wrk at 9 wid sharon..
den went to eat mac student meal..haha!

bb wasnt feelin well..
so we took a bus hm after dinner..

tml wun b mtg bb..
coz i wil b wrkin n bb hv smetin on..

but i will b mtg my gillyn airen n jamie go shoppin..
well i mean they shop i c..
coz i declare bankruptcy..haha!

tts all 4 now goin 2 slp le..
loves!

2006-05-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

woke up earli..
met sharon go interview..
well hope i gt the job..
4 the tym bein i wil wrk at PS
sellin italian ice cream..
i use 2 wrk der..
the reason i rather wrk der coz the management is gd..

after interview went to tampines..
met bb..
sharon,mi n b..
went 2 kbox..
sang till 2..
well we went 4 K lunch..
well they onli serve laksa..
n der laksa sucks..
lucky we smuggled food in.haha!

den after tt we walk round n round tampines..
well bb bought her mum mother's day present..
den bb wanted brin her mum 4 dinner..
but end up i tink her mum cant mk it..

den we bought bread n took 31 to parkway..
den went to giant..
bb bought fan..
n sharon bought microphone..

sharon said she wants go marina..
coz she wants 2 buy the fossil watch i hv..
n its a limited edition de..
its is the laz piece lucky stil hv..
4 accompanyin her 2 marina she treat..
mi n bb 2 kenny rogers 4 dinner..

my poor bb carried the heavy fan all ard..
after dinner..
we took a shutter bus frm marina 2 orchard..
den fr orchard we tk 65 hm..

2006-05-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

its OUR 1st Month

went to bb's hse..
den bb hv 2 go wrk at 11..
we took a cab dwn 2 paragon..
had brkfast at coffeebean paragon..
den bb rush 2 wrk..
i walk ard orchard went to pay my bill n all..
walk all the way 2 PS 2 pay my bills..

den on my way bk 2 paragon zavier called..
she said she is goin paragon 2 mk her hair..
so i met her til bb end wrk at 3..
den pei bb went to change clothes..

my baby gave mi a surprise..
she brought mi bk 2 the cafe she wrk..
n took out smetin frm the counter..
a sunflower n a hrt shaped biscuit frm mrs field..

pic of the sunflower n the hrt shaped cookie..
(the perfume bought frm mustafa de..)

my bb is so swt can..!!!

after wrk we went 2 find bb's bestfren..
den went 2 pepper lunch..
its our 1st tym lunchin der..
so we quite moutain turtle..haha!

mi taken wid the sunflower bb gif..

mi taken wid the cookie bb gif..

wat we ordered..
mine is double chicken n bb de is chicken n salmon..

my bb is so happy..hehe!

n tts mi n my double chicken..

tis pic taken b4 we start eatin..

tryin hard 2 show funni faces..

after eatin we walk over 2 cine..
decided 2 watch movie..
we watched act of seduction..hehe!
b4 movie started bb went 2 play arcade..
she is juz lyk a lil kid..
so cute n adorable..
mayb tts the reason y i love her so much..

after movie walk over 2 PS..
went to arcade n play wid bb..
den didnt noe where 2 go so we walk
round n round up n down PS..

den abt 9 we decided 2 go mustafa..
while waitin 4 bus 65 go mustafa we took pic again..

bb holdin the gift she bought 4 mi..

my cute,handsome n charmin bb..

we r so in love..ntg can brk us apart..

den took a bus 2 mustafa..
saw the watch bb wanted buy le..
but bb said she wan go ard shoppin..
so we went ard shoppin..
den bb bought perfume..n she bought a perfume 4 mi oso..
i didnt get her anitin 4 the 1 mth anni..
so i intend get her the watch she always wanted'..

i got 1 4 her n 1 4 myself..

the pic of the watch bb wanted..

mi n bb's watch..

den we took bus 65 hm..
on our way hm we took pic again..

the pair who is gona grow old 2gather..

i juz love her so much..no1 can replace her in my hrt!

2006-05-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

hmm met bb n her mei mei 4 dinner..
ate mac 4 dinner..
as usual my mac dippers..
den sen bb 2 wrk..

well on our way 2 happy..
bb in charge ayu called..
asked bb lk 4 roses..
she wan buy 4 her husband
coz its der 3 yr anni..
den we alight at bugis 2 find..
run here n der but all the shops r close..
den bb called ayu n she said its ok..

den we took train 2 tanjong pagar again..
on our way we took pics..

taken at bugis mrt..wantin 2 bite bb's ear

well at laz manage 2 bite bb's ear le..hehe!

taken in the train..love her 2 bits..

den went to mit cat..
well was quite bored at happy yest..
but wid bb by my side everytin is diff le..
den bb start takin pic again while wrkin..

bb n her klasmate cat..

well my bb drank alot while wrkin yest..
till she got so high..haha!
well she is so cute..
juz find her so so damn cute..
mayb tts the reason y i love her so so much

tis is the note she wrote on tissue while wrkin..

2006-05-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

went bb hse..
slp 4 awhile..
was so tired tis few days nv slp well..
den m feelin v v sick..

den left hse coz bb hv 2 go 2 wrk..
den i mit kraven go find job..
went 2 a few stores 4 interview..
as usual hv 2 wait 4 calls..

den went to the cafe bb is wrkin at..
well da bao alot of cakes hm..
well tis strawberry puff..
bb say is 4 mi.. so swt..

the strawberry puff..

den we all got cravin 4 the porridge at maxwell..
actualli kraven didnt wan go..
end up she was tempted by us..haha!
den mi, bb n kraven went to eat the raw fish porridge..
den pei bb go bk happy den i went hm le..
its been a long tym since i online n reach hm earli..
well tml wil b another long day out..
so gona slp now..

2006-05-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

went to mit bb at her hse..
den took a cab 2 sch..
coz bb is gona b late 4 her presentation le..
den i waited 4 her at NAFA TCC..

den kraven msg mi ask where im..
den she mit mi at NAFA TCC
pei mi wait 4 bb 2gather..haha!

den went to lk ard 4 salon.
on our way to paradiz saw tis cow..
took pic wid it..

bb taken wid the cow..

bb n mi taken wid the cow..

after takin pic..
we walk wrd lk 4 salon again..
well i can say bb is v fussy..yupz
den at laz went to tis salon opp somerset..
quite high klas.
or else bb sure don wan cut der de..
den while waitin 4 her..
kraven tryin 2 b vain took sme pic lor..

wat can i say abt tis fren..GUAI LAN

well she is in the process of turnin to andro..

den after finish cuttin her hair..
bb wan go lk 4 bestfren..
well bestfren went shoppin..
bought alot of ting..
even bought bb a top..
den we went to crystal jade n eat..
at crystal jade mi n bb took pic again..

bb n mi.. so swt wor..

my cute lil baby..

den vivien hv to go mit her fren le..
bb insist tt she hv 2 sen bestfren to the taxi stan..
den we walk bk 2 mrt station 2 tk train..
in train we took pic again..

pic taken on the way 2 tanjong pagar..

den bb was late le so we walk quite fast..
it was a borin nyt coz it retro nyt..
well as usual my vain bb wan tk pic again..

bb at bar counter

bb at bar counter

bb at bar counter

bb n siti

james n bb

den mi n kraven started to feel bored le..
den we went out maxwell to eat..
well i ate alot 2dae man..burpz.

den waited 4 bb end wrk..
den kraven acc mi..
den wen i went hm wid bb tk transport
i mk sure xp cme dwn pei kraven spent the nyt..
realli hv 2 thnx kraven..
she is indeed a v v nice pal..

2006-05-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

stil sad as usual..
went out wid kraven 2 find job..
but end up walkin ard..
coz i cant realli tok havin a horrible sorethroat..
den mit xp awhile..
den kraven decided to go paragon find ryann..

well mi n ryann didnt realli tok..
was rather sad coz she rather sit beside kraven..
den she ask kraven wan go thumper..
it seems like im the laz person she ask..

mi n kraven slack at ryann's wrk plc..
den sharon cme mit us after her wrk..
waited 4 ryann end wrk..
coz goin thumper after her wrk..

well after wrk she went to change..
she gave mi smetin..
she said it was 4 mi..
i juz melted like ice wen i c it..

tis is the pic of the ting she gave mi..awww

den after she finish changin..
ryann went 2 withdraw money..
den walked over 2 thumper..

well ryann x tiff was lyk so farkin irritatin..
kep callin ryann sayin she cant get in thumper coz underage..
i seriously find tiff a bitch.
love 2 mk up stories n get pple in2 trouble..

she called ryann den ryann said her gf(mi) don allow her 2 lent her ic..
but i dunno hw she end up inside..
dancin on the stage seekin 4 every1's attention..
attention sicker..

well actualli i cant get in oso..
but bb ask mi get the 2 queens card..
she paid 4 it..
she said its quite worth havin the card..
coz free entry when der r events

went in..
stan ard..
quite bored..
bb,kraven,fanny drank lyk nobody's biz..

well i only drank 1 or 2 illusion..
n i tink 1 or 2 sex on the beach..
well the alcohol isnt tt strong..

the pic we took outside..

kraven's gu niang hand..hahah

truely,madly n deeply in love

takin a pic wid bb while helpin msg jamie..haha

K I S S I N G
S C E N E
A T
T H U M P E R

kiss 1

kiss 2

kiss 3

kiss 4

kiss 5

kiss 6

den went in drink more..
den bb abit high le..
den i wan go dance bt bb don like dance r n b..
so i wasnt v happy..
den we quarrelled again..

coz i suspect she didnt wan dance coz tiff is der..
den i flare at her..
den we took a cab hm..

2006-05-01T13:15:00.000+08:00

i realli dunno wat happen..
dunno hw 2 ease the pain of my hrt..
its tiff n best fren u put priority in ur life..
always blamin mi..
but do u eva tink wat they hv done..

dey muz b v happi coz
its so freakin obvious u don love mi tt much..
if not u wldnt hv side em..

askin mi not get drunk - i control
ask mi not tok 2 pple u don like - i listen

but did u eva do anitin 4 mi..
sayin i makin a big fuss
if i nv treasure u i wldnt even care..
mayb i sldnt care ba..

the cut w/o pain

the dried up cut..

2006-04-27T23:33:00.000+08:00

well stayed over at bb's hse yest..
bb cook lunch 4 mi sharon n kraven..
tt was the best lunch i eva had..
thnx bb..

den acc sharon 2 c doc..
coz she wasnt feelin..

den sen bb 2 wrk..
den went maxwell to hv dinner wid sharon..
den went hm..

well n beginnin 2 b vain..
start takin pic of myself wid the new hairstyle..
hehe!

mi wid the new new hairstyle..

n its mi again..

well feelin v cranky 2dae..
alot of fam prob comin on my way..
just hate the life now..
hate it hate it..
hate the fam i hv..

thnx god i hv my bb n my airen gillyn ard..

2006-04-26T12:44:00.000+08:00

acc bb 2 sch..
it was her assessment day..
well was worried tt she muz re submit..
coz im sure if she hv 2..
she wil cme out cryin..

waited 4 quite long..
lucky i hv sharon n kraven's company..

bb came out abt 3+
she was actualli showin a sulkin face..
i was so afraid she is gona burst out cryin..
den she smile..

she passed all her assessment..
im so happy 4 her..hehe!
no more stress 4 her le..

den went 2 walk walk at orchard..
den i decided 2 rebond my hair..
so went to tis place opp somerset MRT 2 rebond..
i paid 98bucks onli..
well quite worth..
i expect it to turn out v v v dry..
but it turn out quite ok..haha!

den went to mit gillyn airen..
den decided to go MOS..
well we took tons of pic at MOS..

my charmin bb n mi..

my airen n mi..

the 2 couples in action..

love em all..

me n bb..

aint we cute?

she is mine n im hers..

tis is love..

the sign of love..

had so much fun..
den went hm at abt 1+ or 2..
stayed at bb's hse..hehe!
love the feelin slpin by her side..
lover her so so much manz.

2006-04-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

well woke up 2dae felt so sian..
didnt go wrk again..
tink gona get sack soon..
well i realli ned 2 find a job asap..
ani intro??
well i guess i don suit 2 wrk in an office..

den went out mit bb,sharon n kraven..
met at orchard cine..
den went to kbox..
sing n sing..
my bb is juz so cute can..
btw my bb can sing v well..
im so proud of her manz.

den after singin..
kraven ned settle wid xp sme stuff..
so mi,bb n sharon stan outside wait 4 em while they tok tings out..
den we went heeren walk walk..
sharon bought the crown belt i bought bt her strap is white..
den bb bought a tie to go wid the shirt she is wearin 4 tml's presentation..
after all the shoppin..
we walk over 2 PS..

went dwn 2 bravissimo..
saw hetty..
bought gelato fr her..
the double chocolate..
my all tym fav..

den wanted watch movie..
but end up playin pool at cappage..
after playin pool sharon ned 2 go hm cook le..

kraven bought beer..
we drank..
den walk over 2 wisma..
coz bb wants 2 go find her besfren vivien..
after mtg vivien..
we head 2 gillyn's airen's hse..
well she wasnt feelin well lately..
but now she is bk 2 normal le..

den bb saw i was quite tired le..
coz bb said my eyes gettin watery le..
den we went hm..
den we asked kraven 2 stay over wid gillyn..
well hope everytin wil b fine between em soon..hehe!
den took a cab hm..

after tml's presentation..
bb wil b free frm stress le..
well happy 4 her so she don hv b so stress..
love her 2 bits..

2006-04-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

didnt go 2 wrk 2dae..
was at cat's hse 2 help bb out wid the project..
the cut off date of her assignment is 2dae..
actualli she didnt finish..
but thnx god her lecturer extended the cut of tym..
so she manage 2 hand up all her assignment..
im so happy 2 c her free frm wrk again..

den met sharon
coz sharon didnt go 2 wrk oso..
den went 2 bb's hse..
den was 2 tired..
mi sharon n bb was slpin like a pig..
we reach bb's hse at abt 11 or 12..
den we slp til abt 5 or 6..hehe!

den sharon was hungry n insisted tt bb muz cook noodle 4 her..
as usual bb is always so nice..
she woke up n cook 4 her..
love my bb..

den sharon went hm after eatin..
n i stayed at bb hse..
coz she said her mum wil b cookin dinner..
ate dinner wid bb's fam..
wow i njoy havin dinner wid em..
her fam is so lovin manz..

den bb sent mi out go tk bus..
alot of bus went pass bt
we wanted spent more tym 2gather..
so we waited 4 another bus..

i juz hope we can b so lovin 4eva..
i wil try not quarrel wid u over small tings k..
love u!

2006-04-23T23:16:00.000+08:00

bb was suppose 2 stay my hse yest nyt..
but i disappointed her..

but im glad she is willin 2 4gif mi..
nv wantin 2 let mi go..
coz bb said she believe once a couple brk..
even dey patch back der wil stil b a gap der..
so she always tell mi she is not leavin..

went 2 her sch mit her suppose 2 eat dinner wid her..
but she is so stress in sch..
i went dwn her sch mit her awhile..
walk her 2 mrt station den
went 2 mit sharon,kraven n xp..

sharin all our probs..
slack at mac..
takin turn 2 shed our tears..haha!

den decided 2 go airen's hse..
tok 2 her awhile..
den went 2 mit bb at cat's hse..

actualli wanted 2 go hm at 3am..
but didnt bear 2 leave bb..
so end up i stayed wid em til the nx mrng..

i wil do anitin juz 4 tt baby i love..

2006-04-22T11:31:00.000+08:00

bb woke mi up earli in the mrng..
mk mi go n bath..
i didnt noe wat 2 wear..
so she said lets wear smetin vintage 2gather..
so i wore the green top n she wore the top i love the most..

gettin a cab go bb sch..

us in the cab

tryin hard 2 b cute..

den bb stop at NAFA..
den i head 2 wisma mit
bb's besfren vivien n sharon 4 lunch..
ate at MOS burger..
after lunch help vivien get wat she needed..
den went ard shoppin wid sharon..hehe!

went 2 heeren..
den bought a belt i always wanted..
hrd fr my bro's x is $29.90..
hrd fr other pple is $25.00.
but i bought it at $15.90.
yipEe so happi..

tis is the pic of the belt i love!

den jason called.
so i told him mit at cine long john..
den i told airen,kraven n xp 2 mit der 2..
wen every1 arrive we went to the food court dwnstairs n eat..

was crappin ard at the food court..
drank vodka..
den was tryin 2 persuade jason's bf 2 go happy..
slack til tym den went 2 find vivien..
den tok 2 her awhile.

den bb call 2 mit her at maxwell..
den we took mrt 2 maxwell..
bb was so hungry ordered sme food 2 munch..
after finish eatin she went 2 wrk we went 2 gt our chop..
den went 2 help bb get her swt..
she need it so badly wen she wrk..

gillyn airen n mi at happy toilet kissin..bein wild wild gals

alot of ting happen wen we were at happy..
i disappointed my bb..
but i promise her i wun do it again..
i wan spent my life wid her..

after the incident den i realise how much i realli ned her..
bb love u onli k..
wan spent my whole life wid u..
rem our plan 2 go ard the wurl..

its juz her who can turn mi on now..

2006-04-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

was sick again..
pukin the nyt b4..
didnt turn up 4 wrk..
went bb's hse..
bought brkfast 2 her hse..
the nyt b4 bb was rushin on her projects..
haiz..she lk so stress..

den she went 2 sch..
do her project..
n den i head 2 TM..
mit sharon n her other fren..
sharon went 2 dye her hair..
can c she realli regretted..
well cost her 160 bucks..
its like so not worth man..

den i got the urge rebond my hair..
den bb say she can ask her gay fren..
myt b cheaper..
its at park mall..
well bb say 4 my length plus treatment everytin is $180.
tink its quite worth..hehe!

den i suppose 2 go pick bb up fr sch..
end up i fall aslp..
cat's bro drove bb 2 sch..
mi n my sis went to TM bought mac..
wow mi n bb eat til damn ful..

**c the amount of food we hv..

**bb njoyin her nuggets..haha!

bb was playin ard wid my webcam..
can c she is havin lots of fun..haha!
bb stayed over at my plc..
we slp at abt 3+ or 4

can c bb is v tired..
slpin so soundly..
love 2 c her 2 slp..
huggs..

2006-04-21T03:02:00.000+08:00

well u didnt gain anitin..
get tt str8 in2 tt pea brain of urs..
well plz don say anitin wen u don even noe a ting..
retribution wil onli cme 2 u not mi ba..
at least i don get pple pay my bills 4 mi..
buy tings 4 mi..
well i sld b the 1 tellin u plz grow up..
b more independent..
u can nv always b mummy's gal..
don't hide behind mummy n cry ya..

2006-04-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

all the pain!
toothache..
tummyache..
n now..
hrtache..

i realli dunno wat else i can do le..
i hv tried my bes le..
im juz a simple gal..
nv can i b perfect..
plz accept mi 4 who im..

i said i love u..
plz don doubt mi..

i cant b der 4 u 24/7 physically
bt im in the lil hrt of urs..
always beside u..
where eva u go..

2006-04-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

as usual another wkday..
bk 2 wrk..
help out at registry coz shortage of staff..
well thou hv tons of wrk 2dae..
but stil feel slpy as usual

den went bedok 4 lunch..
wid bb,shuon n sharon..
ate kfc..
den bb went 2 grab stuff 4 her project..
den bb took a cab sen us bk 2 office..

went to bedok after wrk..
walk walk wid sharon..
den decided 2 eat out for dinner..
i ate vegetable rice..
n sharon ate fish soup wid rice..
wow love 2 eat fish man!

after dinner..
went hm..
wash up den online le
well bb's project is bein screwed up..
she is not in the mood 2 tok..
well i juz let her do her wrk
n not disturb her 4 now ba..

always tink im a burden 2 her man..
haiz i realli dunno wat i realli wan!:(

//moodswing
..feelin v v v cranky..

2006-04-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

overslp 2dae..
woke up at abt 9+..
didnt go 2 wrk again..

went to bb's hse..
her hse sure is a nice plc 2 slp..
i lie dwn 4 awhile fall aslp le..hehe!

den bb went to cook lunch 4 mi..
well dry maggie noodles..
wid hotdogs n eggs..
well bb fry the best eggs on earth..

wen i was eatin..
she told mi actualli der is harshbrown..
but she is so cute can..
her harshbrown is so damn hard..
not edible..haha!
but baby serious i njoy tt meal..

**Our lunch.. the egg damn nice lor..

**my ai xin lunch

baby cook..
so i hv 2 wash the plates..hehe!

den after lunch we went bk 2 slp..hehe!
we set alarm 2 2pm..
end up we wake up at 3+ or 4..
den bb hv 2 go 2 sch le..
luv her company so much..

2006-04-19T14:45:00.000+08:00

was damn borin at wrk 2dae..

after wrk went to watch a show..

the name of the show is [[the magic fundoshi]]

the play was at the spore national library..

went to watch the show wid bb..

well the tix was suppose 2 b 48bucks each..

bt we got in 4 free..

coz bb gt free tix..

1 wrd i describe abt the show

[[[[[[[[[[[[WOW]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

its a v open show i can say..

after the show..

went to mit kraven n my airen gillyn..

bb wanted play pool bt 2 many pple..

den we ended up eatin tau huay..

wow love 2 eat tau huay manz..

after eatin..

gillyn airen n kraven took cab hm..

den mi n bb took a str bus hm..

love the tym we spent 2gather in the bus..

she is part of mi

part of my lyf..

the oxygen i ned..

w/o her i wil juz die..

n dwell away..

the.tix.2.the.show

((the magic fundoshi))